My Fucking Feelings

My Thoughts, feelings, and life. Anonymous.

Dumpee

Yes, I got a new ex-boyfriend, and I am the dumpee, dumper or whatever. I was happy, until it finally got to me. So I have spent this hole weekend walking around like a zombie.

This is so true… And sad…

This is so true… And sad…

Confused

This hole thing about me going to the US for a year is so messed up! Why did I get involved with JJ? It`s just mind fucking, brain sucking, confusing situation and realationship… I hate my life, Always has, but hopefully not forever…

Stay Strong!

- You`re Girl

Hopeless!

I`ll tell you a little bit about my boyfriend. Here, I am calling him JJ. He is 6 months younger than me, so he is in one grade lower at school, he is handsome, kind, thoughtful, halfway christian, he likes to fish and play computer games. But, he is also very childish, immature, loud, horny, short of mind and a temper too the roof! 

We are not good at communicating when we are not face to face, wich is really difficult for me since we go to different schools and he doesn’t really make time for me. When we hang out it is totally different! We fool around, kiss, hug, hold hands and are in general a in love couple!

I havent seen him since Saturday morning when he slept over. I havent talked to him in the phone since Monday, and that was because he needed a phone number! 

I love him, Regardless. Its just sometimes a bit rough, its not like I have anything else to deal with…

Stay Strong! 

- You`re Girl

Home Alone

This weekend my mum had a business trip, so I was home alone! My boyfriend slept over on Friday to Saturday, and then I went to work. Last night I was so exhausted, so I stayed at home watching The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, eating ice cream and crying. Friday night was so perfect! We kissed in the rain, has sex, showered and then we ate pizza, ice cream and watched a movie. I just kept thinking about when I leave in August. How am I going to survive 10 months all alone in the US? 

My boyfriend sent me this photo last night… 

Stay Strong!

- You’re Girl

The Park !

Today I went to the park with some friends! It was so nice just lounging on the gras in the sun, we even walked a little bit in one of the fountains.. And one of the guys took a lot of photos of my boyfriend and me in the water, so much fun!

After a while, my girl friend came, so we sat at the cafe while the others took a hike. We sat outside watching a live band and a comedian, eating ice cream and smoking.. I love summertime! 

Now it is 1.33AM and impossible for me to sleep, even though Im super tired, because of my mum new boyfriend is sleeping over and he is snoring so loud I hear it! Annoying cause I dont really even like the guy !

Stay Strong!

- You’re Girl

Today was a good day. We only had math in the two first lessons today, then me and one of my best friends went working out. When we were done exercising, smoking and managed to catch the bus home i showered and went straight to downtown again to meed my boyfriend! I love, love, LOVE him! 
Stay Strong!
- You`re Girl

Today was a good day. We only had math in the two first lessons today, then me and one of my best friends went working out. When we were done exercising, smoking and managed to catch the bus home i showered and went straight to downtown again to meed my boyfriend! I love, love, LOVE him! 

Stay Strong!

- You`re Girl

Shocker !

My boyfriend just told me he wasn’t gonna make it to dinner tomorrow because he was supposed to travel with one of his friends, who is a really cute girl, to see Justin Bieber since she wasnt allowed to travel alone. I was like “dude, seriously?”, because one of my friends invited me with her and I thought “YES!” cause I love travelling with him. I mean, I give a fuck in Justin Bieber. He has a nice voice and all, but not my type of music… At all…

Well, lucky for me, he was just kidding. As if I wasnt upset with him enough. He is a nice guy and all, but he wasn’t the best boyfriend when we first became a couple and as you guys may learn about me is that my mental health is not exactly the best.. The good thing is he is improving, and we are a lot closer!

KissKiss

Stay Strong!

- You’re Girl

tumblrbot asked: WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?

Listen to music, go for a walk, talk to friends or hang out with my boyfriend.. Preferably everything at once!